in case you were wondering

I still lie in the dark and wish it had all never happened---mostly this comes up when it is late and I am uncomfortable sleeping on my side and I feel sorry for myself--usually only lasts a few minutes as I don't indulge in the pity party too often--that would get old!!!

but there are times when I wish my life was still innocent and I was just a mom in love with her husband and never afraid of anything--always somewhere it lies hidden--the idea that it could all change in an instant with a doctor's words--once you have had that happen you are forever changed and life is forever the greatest gift you have been given--especially life with people you love and adore--I certainly have that in spades!

The weekend is full of vball--what are you up to?